Is it me...?

Subject: Is it me...? Sat Sep 11, 2010 11:01 pm

Is it me, or did the world get like... Fifty billion times more depressing in the past hour?

I think... I think I'm going to take a break from this RP stuff. I know I just joined here, but I really don't feel like RPing. At all. I really feel like my rl friends have all ditched me, and fighting never helps, and I need to focus on my schoolwork. Mom says I need to do better, because top of the class isn't enough. And you guys-- You guys are great, and I love you, but you're honestly not going to help my mood at this point.

...I feel like a whiny little baby, rambling about my problems, and I'm running on pure hate. Just... Leave me alone? No, wait. That sounds mean. Uh-- Bye? Yeah, bye. See you guys when I feel like RP.

This goes for iScribble, deviantART, and... Here. If I never return, I died.

Edit: And Mika-- Light, remember how I told you why I was being pissy? Well, that's long over. Heh. /runsoff

Subject: Re: Is it me...? Sat Sep 11, 2010 11:04 pm

D: ... well, we wait patiently for your return! And I hope things get better soon.

And you know you can text us at any time. I'm always here to listen Nearbby -hugs- Kay ono?

Subject: Re: Is it me...? Sat Sep 11, 2010 11:09 pm

I agree with Misa. D: I hope you feel better soon! Sad

Subject: Re: Is it me...? Sat Sep 11, 2010 11:13 pm

Please don't do anything rash, Near. I'm going to text you everyday, yes. Don't even joke about dying because I've had friends who... I don't want to see you hurt. We love you, okay. We would cry our eyes out if anything ever happened to you (like I'm about to do now), Love you!

It's hard feeling down on yourself, I know the feeling. I went through a period last summer where I cried myself to sleep every night because my number one fear was one of my friends committing suicide. It was hard. Just understand we love you, and would never desert you.

Love and toys,
Light <3

Subject: Re: Is it me...? Sat Sep 11, 2010 11:20 pm

I really hope you feel cheered up real soon, Near. D:
We're all going to be here for you whenever you need to talk, remember that!
Good luck with your schoolwork, and it's amazing that you're at the top of your class~ Keep it up, but always rest for a little bit if you feel stressed ono

Times may be a bit down and stressful... But just keep telling yourself that they will get better!

Subject: Re: Is it me...? Sat Sep 18, 2010 2:11 am

Y-you guys are nice... Not much of a change with me... I made a new friend, though! But I lost my best friend, along with it. Lots of crying-myself-to-sleep nights, and it's been pretty hard mentally lately... But I've successfully talked myself out of doing anything bad. Twice! Therapy sessions are... Not really helping. At least, I don't think they are. It's only been a week, but I'm trying to think positive!

As for the RP, I-I don't really have a place in the recent one (because I just stalked you guys and read the posts), so I'll just... Be around. Not sure if I'm returning, as much as just updating, b-because you guys said you... Care. Uhm, thanks for that. It feels nice. Oh, look. Tears... So, yah. c:

Subject: Re: Is it me...? Sun Sep 19, 2010 7:59 pm

Of course we care Near!... Mikkie! -hugs- I'm not really sure what to say. But we're always here for you, if you need to talk to someone who isn't a teripest or stuff. -still hugs tightly-

I talked to L today about turning this forum into a PW (Persistent Word) which, if you don't know what a PW is, is an area (in this case, Earth) where all the players live, and interact with one single timeline binding them. Here are some things that we can look forward if we decide to go through with this plan:

A hopeful uptake in new members, and forum activity
An intricate story line to follow
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Well, not really, but as I said in a previous post, we are number one if you Google 'Death Note RPG'. Pretty big feat, don't you think?

For awhile, the description was blabbering about 'Top 100 Game Sites' or some nonsense, but it's gone now.
*aww*
Keep up the good work everyone, though, referring your friends will get this board up and running in no time! (It only took 6 months!)

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